I've been really down lately. Feeling really lonely and depressed. I'm already on medication for depression and have been for years, but it doesn't seem to be working too well lately. I'm struggling with lots of thoughts that I should not be having, I won't go into detail. A lot of it is coming from work. I'm so tired of liars and back-stabbers. I don't really want to go into detail about all of this either. I just feel like, "Lord, how long do I have to wait for You to vindicate me? These people are liars, I'm trying to do the right thing, I'm turning the other cheek, I'm forgiving. How long do I have to endure before you deliver me?" I could write a lot more, but it's really pointless. I would just like to ask that those who feel led, will lift me up in prayer. I would really appreciate it!
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But when thou doest alms, let not thy left hand know what thy right hand doeth:
That thine alms may be in secret: and thy Father which seeth in secret himself shall reward thee openly. Mathew 6: 3-4