The last few years have not been good for me. I left school with no idea of what i wanted to do for a living as i wasn't good at anything to be honest. I did some skills courses and got some qualifications but couldn't get a job and due to this i got very depressed and started drinking heavily etc. At the same time my parents relationship wasn't doing good and my mum will leave as soon as she can find somewhere to live. My father was pressuring me to get a job and my family were just constantly calling me lazy etc rather than being supportive/understanding. I ended up having panic attacks in 2005 and i was pretty much a recluse due to my anxiety. I had to go to Cognitive Behavioural Therapy sessions and they helped a bit. I finally got a job late last year but i only lasted a month and half as i was no good at the job. Since then i have just managed to get a new job (July) and i'm doing okay but i could be better.

Basically my prayer request is for STABILITY. I have had such a tough time these last six years and it nearly ruined me. I just want to be able to keep a job and be good at it. Even if it is a minimum wage job. If i have a steady income i could improve other areas of my life.

Will pray.

I'll be praying dude

Thanks guys

You are welcome. Please update if you want to.

Just saw this.

God bless, bro. I will lift you and your situation up.

Things have been going well this last week. Firstly, i have not quit or been fired yet! Secondly, i am working hard and i hope that will help me to get the job permanently (I am currently on a three month trial and i am nearly halfway through) and thirdly i am getting to know people and haven't fallen out with anyone etc. I hope i get the job permanently so i can save up some money to help me to eventually get my own place or at least enough for me to share a place.

THANK YOU ALL FOR THE PRAYERS

Thanks for the update....still praying.

I quit my job today I just couldn't do all of what they were asking me to do. It seems like i always fail at whatever i try to do and frankly i'm losing hope. I literally walked out almost in tears today as i was left with a mountain of work to do and one of my co-workers went ballistic and shouted me down when i brought her the wrong stuff by accident. At that moment i snapped and just got my coat and walked out. I can't go on being unemployed and depressed for months searching for work and then getting a job that i'm no good at and quitting it. My Dad was dissapointed in me as usual. I feel like i am trapped between life and death in limbo or purgatory. If i killed myself i would go to hell and upset my family... but if i stay alive i'm in hell and upset my family. What on earth am i supposed to do!? I'm 22 and i'm of about average intelligence, but i can't seem to keep a job because i suck at everything i try. I wish God would just put me out of my misery and kill me while i'm asleep as i'm always messing up . I just don't know what to do as i'm not good at anything and i worry that my parents who i love will get tired of me and kick me out. I really need help

Have you thought about trying a temp place? You can then decide what line of work you want to get into and if it doesn't work there are usually no hard feelings. They often help with finding work that fits your temperament and skills.
Don't give up man.