Hey CMR. I'm new to this site, just join today with the suggestion of my friend Caleb(DarkFireDragoon). And for the past three or so months I've felt this wave of sadness press over me. I think the main reason why is because I'm still in love with my ex. It's not the kinda love that most teens get nowadays, I'm truely, madly, deeply in love with her. I believe that God wants me to be with her, because the night before I met her I saw her face in a vision as I slept. So, we got to know each other a while, hung out and such. But me, being the young and egar 16 year old I was, no more than two weeks after meeting her I asked her out. Things were going really good for a while their. I felt a happyness that I never felt before. But no less than a few monthes, with Christmas no more then two weeks away, we break up. That was last year. Ever since then, I've been depressed. Not a suicidel depressed, but a slow and unapealing kind. And every now and then, I start to think about her again. She's always in the back of my mind, always on my heart. I still love her more than anyone else I've ever met, but she doesn't see us ever getting back together. So if you guys and gals here could just pray for me in that, I woul be greatly pleased.
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